sigh.. holidays started n o coz.. when holz come.. the boredom comes as well.. rotting pretty well back at home.. painted 50% of the house and thats all i did this holz.. SIGH SOMETHING IS FREAKING WRONG WITH ME HERE!!!

anyway wanted very much to meet both of my best friends.. which is both also not in reachiign distance... sad case.. anyway a call will do.. haha.. lots to share.. lots to talk lots to ask and lots to answer... somehow.. not really missing KK much now.. mayb KK has given me a 'not-so-nice' impresion.. should hav gone further.. nobody there for me to miss... funny.. spend the whole year there and no big impression made... i wonder weather the same feeling of going away next year will be there when i leave KK when i graduate next year... wonder i want that feeling..

holz sucks in the sense that lots of stuff went wrong. got some big news.. got stuff i didn wan to hear, got hear sound i didn wan to listen.. sad.. bad year for me thou.. lots of plans need to be done plan-b way and never plan-a. which means most of my plans never work. sigh. mayb i need to change planing skills..

usually this year of the time.. i will be very free... no worries.. rotting away with my rust collection and my mushroom plantation. this year.. i need to be ready to answer questions like.. "wha.. where r u going next year??" or "what u want to study" or statements like "wha.. study medicine arr?? very good arr.. where u want to go?? go Aus or america?? there good.. here good.. this good... that good....

now i dont really have the feeling to blog much now. just lost the blogging touch.. nah.. jus that didn want to share so much info now.. not to those out there that make me mad.. dislike u.. but i guess.. let time heal the prob... sigh...