Sunday, July 29, 2007

HP7-> the deadly hollow

WARNING ---> CONTAIN SPOILERS. IF YOU ARE PLANING TO READ THE BOOK, SKIP THIS POST UNTIL YOU FINISH THE BOOK.

going with the speed of 3 chapters per hour, I FINISH THE BOOK!!!!!!!!! rite, first of all, to all potter fans please forgive me for not reading from the original book, blame it on the absents of book stores which is smart enough to sell the book here in this nature city. anyway my dad found the soft copy on the net and downloaded it. [ Yeah Yeah i am guilty for reading it] but who cares?? the main point is did harry died rite?? muahahaha

form what i know is slightly shorter than book four, with lots of action and deaths recorded from humans, animals and also non-humans(not ghost). not really like what most of us expected, but overall i give the score of 8.5 out of 10. or maybe is 9?? i am not that sure. i won't say i am a potter fan, but since i have been following the story since the birth of potter, so i might as well see the ending right?? haha. some how i didn really like his quest on looking for the few items which i think a bit draggy.. but i really love the part at the end. i was hopping for more action at the school where i think most of the action take place. some parts like when prof ***** was actually on the **** side and not the ***. (obvious enough??) was expected from the last book. i don't know why. nice story line, nice plot, and erm... i think i over expected how J.K.R. will end the story.. haha. Other than that, there are lots of stories in the story itself. quite intresting when you don't konw whether that guy is already dead, half dead, partially dead or jus play dead. is like the dead can talk to the un-dead and as if they are both dead. [i dun know what i am talking also] :) but somehow i like the malfoys' suddently.... haha

the down side of the book?? weeeelllll... for a person which has bad memory in remembering names, there is a little too many characters names to remember in the story. if you read along i think you will get the hang on differentiating the good guys n the bad. but of course for real fans out there, i think its not a problem. other than that, there is also lots of names of places to recall from the stories for the last 6 books before. not much broomstick action, erm.. i think thats all. oh ya, no fat lady as well.

looking forward to complete my collection here, so hoping to get one copy myself soon! dats all.
oh ya.. salute to the writer which has the brain juice to produce this story! :P

Friday, July 27, 2007

prespective

have you ever thought of looking something at a different angle?? things like your phone, home, car, friends, or also things like 'things in life' kind of things??

lets take our petronas twin tower for example( sempena tahun melawat malaysia 2007) some might think its a beautiful build building with those beautiful islamic design.. some might think it looks like to rockets bulid side by side readily aiming at malaysia's enemies with the press of the red button, some might think it looks like two corns stuck in the middle of the city. But of all the things its just two similar buildings with different identity from different perspective of different people.

in life, perspective plays an important role in determining the real cause of something. we was taught that british was the once rule this nation and we the local is fighting for our freedom, but from the other side, the british will feel that those freedom fighters are those that gives them trouble in making the nation a better place to stay. perspective here is the determination factor for this. now, when we make a decision, we will look at the problem in our own perspective, while the other party will look at his. things which is good for you might be his downfall and we will not care what he feels or weather he dies in the process. we are sometimes selfish.

sometimes when we are give a choice, we never know what is the other party thinking. some people gives you 2 choice but hoping hard that you will choose the one they are hoping for. so which is the right choice?? to chose the one you prefer or think n guess which the choice the person offering prefer??

Sunday, July 22, 2007

health check--->>> alive, nervous and worried now

results are going to be known in 3 weeks time. yeah yeah no point worrying as nothing can be done.. i know.. thanks very much. but i think that person that 'invented' the word worried is because he is worry at something as he cannot do anything to remove the awful feeling in him. SO MY DEFINITION of WORRY IS: the feeling of restless on something as NOTHING MORE can be done except to wait for the out come. the feeling of helpless, feeling of you-want-to-do-something but nothing can be done. SO WHY WORRY?? how i wish i can answer that.

anyway, have been spending my past 2 weeks at the A&E(accident and emergency) department in Dutches of Kent Hospital a.k.a Sandakan Hospital. there are lots of new experience there, watching people dealing with pain, doctors scolding those people for not listening to them etc, etc, some of the most interesting things will be i had my 1st ambulance ride(i was the one sitting down, not lying back there), had a boat ride while picking up an an old lady, watching those MA stitching up a deep wound and many more. i also have better understanding that people there are very friendly and they are willing to teach you anything you want to learn.

But, last friday, spending my time with thalesmic children at the day care center, they had to undergo blood transfusion almost monthly and usually it takes about 2 - 3 days, for the whole process from blood check to blood transfusion. there i didn't learn much from the nurses there, but i learn more from the parents and the children there. surprising?? Mr Vun, father to one of the children there, was telling me about his experience about him finding out his son having this disease. although he was speaking 'hak kah' and my hak kah language is very limited, but i understand most of his points. his son now 19 is small in size and i even thought he is just maybe 12 or 13 years old only. he did many things for the past 19 years and put in much effort in making all thalesmic children feel better. but thats not the point. the point here is doctors and nurses there i admit they know the treatment better than many of us. but the parents knows more than them in how the child feel and what is the child facing.

each time one undergo the transfusion, a soft needle have to be inserted into the green vein on the back of their palms. and not all needles put in will find them. some have to be pock up to 5 times and still can't get the right vein. the record from what i heard, 14 TIMES on a single time. children age of 3 years old will not escape this. there was a cute little girl, Vicky which is also thalesimec too, she cried so loud like its no one's business. thinking back, i felt lucky. i am lucky that i didn't have to go through this process for the past 19 years, i felt lucky that i didn't have to rely on donated blood to stay alive, i felt lucky that i didn't have to spend 2 days on the bed with a needle in me and a pint of blood hanging above me. i felt lucky...

the only thing i can do to help them now is by donating blood. haha.... well.. i don't know what to say, but they need it. you have it. get more info here

Saturday, July 14, 2007

me: ei.. wanna ask something
YS: yes wen qi??
me: u know when will our results coming out??
YS: erm.. 9th August
me: okie.. thanks
checking calender.... SHIT!!! 4 MORE WEEKS!!

anyway.. have been watching drama series on the net and also on the tele. the difference is so huge till you will be looking for the fast forward button on the remote control when ever the advertisement comes in. i wonder why they invented tv adds.

have been to the h&e department everyday to observe life there.. i think i am having 'grey's anatomy' syndrome there. i was always hoping for a critically ill person being brought in. *slap* NO NO NO.. as a (most prob) future MO(medical officer) i cannot have this mind set!!! *slaps* alright back to the point, being there is makes my day more intresting as everyday there will be different people coming in with different purposes. have been learning lots of acronyms and codes. at least my days are not that bored now.

not going to skol make the mind eats up all info without processing them. this will be short for now

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

are we that evil??

last Friday, a 3 year old girl was kidnap from her mum's car within 10 minutes, leaving her mother searching franticly for her dear daughter. And guess what happen?? Yeah the girl died, with her body burn and its believed thrown to different location. What on earth is those mentally disturb so call 'human sapiens' thinking there?? why want to burn? you have already kill her so why burn?? have you watch too much CSI??

ever heard this kind of phrases when we are young?? ' don't be naughty or i call that uncle(pointing to some other guy which has a different skin color) catch u and sell..'?? since young discrimination has came into our life thanks to some people. Are those people really that bad?? we always say certain race commits more crime. but then do you have the real facts? is the less commit crime race a better race?? in this nation of different race, all are the same in the sense that all race commit crimes. after all all criminals are humans rite??

after living in KK, i learn how to trust people and not discriminate. here is a scenario. while i was on my way back from KK by bus, i left my phone on the bus. until 2 hours later then only i realized i lost it. when i told my mum, her 1st reaction was 'lucky it was prepaid'. As i suggest that i went back and look for it, my mum insist that the phone is gone as so call people will steal it and even the phone is there, they will not return. I was shock to hear that and insisted looking for it. As luck is by my side, i found my phone back without lossing 1 single cent. bless those beautiful souls. after that i learn 2 lessons. 1: be more careful next time and 2. NOT ALL 'PEOPLE' ARE BAD LIKE WE THINK THEY ARE'

back to the girl, Shearwey Ooi, the murderer should be hang upon, finding him guilty and no plea should be given. he doesn't have the right to take one's life and this causes him to lose his right to keep is own life. But sadly in the country we are in, the death penalty will not happen although the person is found guilty. the last hang was in year 2000 and it was done after the the person was sentence to death in 1988. After 12 years then only they are hang. In our neighboring country, death penalty will be done in about 3 months after the sentence and after all appeals are rejected. 3 months and 12 years.. thats the difference. i guess thats makes the difference from us and them....

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

love?? relationship??

ten signs that a student stop using his/her brain
10) cant hold a pen properly
9) cant spell the word sei.. sea,,, [cant spell.. cant type here]
8) cant think
7) cant think
6 to 1) cant think... :(

wondering what is this?? yeah signs of a student(me) stop using his brain... cant think. been keeping by 4 eyes staring at a thing for the past few days watching humans move talk n sing in it.. what is it call already?? aha.. the monitor lizard!! haha.. not really just the monitor...

oh well.. i came across this a moment ago.. at my own my yahoo homepage

Ng's Daily Scorpio Forecast
Quickie: Your skills at romance will improve only if you start opening up your heart more.
Overview: Part of you wants to jump from what you instinctively know is a sinking ship. The other part of you wants to play Good Samaritan and save as many other people as you can. What do you do? Only your heart has the answer.

how true is it i am not sure.. but then yesterday nite, while i was chating with someone, i ask the question
'what do u think of me as in personality wise??'

i use to ask this question to all my friends a few years back... and i get honest responds from them which i really appreciate. now after my term in IS, i ask this question again. the respond?? erm.. as far as i remember its something like this.

'you are a kind and lovely person.' and it continues to ' if i for husband i will look for some1 like u'

haha.. happy rite?? but it continues with a but

'but'.. 'let me tell u something. ' if u want some1 to be your gf, wife u need to have initiative. coz not all girls will make the 1st move'
(chatting session continues......)


yeah.. initiative.. i ask another close friend of mine and she told me her experience on initiatives... it was interesting thou.. but then.. it makes me think.. [wow.. i think-ed last nite] which ended like 5 minutes later... i once tell Teo, a friend of mine from Brunei that 'i need love'. Don't get me wrong.. i am totally not a gay!! ok!! but i said that between 4.30 to 5 A.M. i repeat 4.30 to 5 A.M. (i didn't sleep that nite/mornin) to tie rubbish a.k.a. plastic bottles to a piece of wood. yeah.. i did said that phrase out of the desperate-ness of finishing that raft for the testing session later that day.

back to the horoscope prediction..
Quickie: Your skills at romance will improve only if you start opening up your heart more.

my understanding : i can be a more romantic person if i open my heart.
hmm.. okie.. some1 pass me the 10 blade!! i need to crack my chest
haha.. yeah i agree.. to get your point, feeling, or wat ever u want to say u need to open your heart. but then is always easier to be said, write, type or watever than done rite?? haha.. yeah.. some friends did ask me to go date someone.. but then personally i dun think i am that sure on that idea.. haha.. i was once ask ' what do u think of marriage' at a very very random time. after thinking about like 15 minutes with a room of ppl waiting for the answer... i answer commitment.

all right. i think i have been generous in giving my personal info in this post.. haha.. btw.. i wan answer for the question.
'what do u think of me as in personality wise??'
i will be waiting for answers... if any1 answer.. use the comments function... spider webs are appearing there...

p/s: i can't believe i typed all this..... :X