its almost a quarter of the year gone, and im currently feeling pretty drain already. given there is 3 more quarters to go, i wonder how this year will end. i might be as dried as the salted fishes they sell back in malaysia. hahaha
anyway, currently having my mid term break. the planned relaxing break isn't happening as usual. my plans are never successful anyway. but, im just relaxing as much as possible to face the 2nd half of the year. i wonder the reason of being in adelaide for too long contributed to the feeling of being drained. maybe i should take a real holiday... physically, the body is fit and ready to go. yet mentally, its pretty much running at full speed. things just keep turning and churning and running over and over in the head. i wonder if that's what a computer feels every time its being switch on. if that's so, being a computer pretty much sucks...
i wonder if we have a button or a spot on our body where, once activated, we could go into a shutdown mode. worry free, not needed to think about. and all. is not that things are bad here.. things are actually better than i expected. but little things when added up kinda makes a whole lot of bad stuff. oh well, will just take down one by one right?? or maybe 2 together... after all im pretty much able to handle it i guess..
its hard to understand people sometimes. sometimes, when u think u understand someone, but the truth is that will never happen. i once told my friend, 'i have lost the touch to understand people..' the thing my friend replied was, 'maybe is not you.. maybe is just people getting harder to understand'. it made me thinking is it true as we grow older, life gets more and more complicated? or is it true that things just get complicated because its meant to be complicated?
people tell me im a fast person. i walk fast, i can work fast, type fast, and also think fast. i been walking fast till sometimes i wonder if that's the reason im not gaining weight. anyway, is being fast that good? is maximizing time really that important compare to being slower?? do you really get a better result if u do something slower but u put less heart in it?? do you 'think-too-much" when you think fast?? do your neurons over fire making you go 'if this, if that, if, if, and more if's?? does being fast really kills??
there are so many unanswered questions running in the brain now.. what, how, why, who, this and that, some are pretty lame and unimportant, and some are things that i should be thinking about. yet, this questions will remain unanswered for the time being. and when the time comes, im sure that these questions will be answered.
for those that reads this and think im in a deep mess, don't worry, im just pretty much as usual.. after all, there are always ups and downs in life right?? there are so many things that i really want now. but the thing that i really need is to slow my brain down. just a little will be good.
p/s: i need some happy post soon.... hmmmmm
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
cafe~
walking through the door, the aroma of the shop feels the atmosphere, the sound of milk being froth feels the air, soft conversations feels the ear and a welcome smile from the barista welcomes. his graceful movements in making drinks is well known throughout the street.
"one regular latte please" he said. looking into the shop, he spotted a glowing smile sitting at the back corner, everything else dissolve into the background. he smiled back, collecting his warm latte he walks steadily to the glow. he sat, right in front of the glow, ignoring everything else, with a bright smile in front of him, he asked, "how are you today dear??" she answered cheerfully, "i'm good. how was work today?"....
further down the shop, a lady, well dressed sitting alone. her face shows loneliness, and her wrinkled face shows aged. her frail hands pick up the mug of cappuccino bringing it closer to her mouth. the froth covers her lips, and she smiled lightly, giving sense of joy. gently with the other thin looking hand, she wipes off her lips and wonders back to her long deep thoughts. her surrounding dissolves instantly, with her long stare into the mug. she remembered the times when she brought her daughter with her into the shop, sitting at the exact same table, enjoying a cup of hot chocolate. but with work and family taking over her daughter's life, that's left a memory and a dream.
on the next table, a man, in the forties, quickly sat down, putting his bag next to him and lay his cup of long black on the table next to his newspaper. without looking he grab a brown paper packet, tear it and pour the contend into the cup. stirring it with his left, and flipping with his right, with such skills that as if he was doing it for years. the baristar brought his choc chip muffin and put it down for him. after glancing through the headlines, he put his paper aside, and cuts the muffin and place them into his mouth, he looks out of the window of the shop, with a focused face, he continues with his meal.
the cold autumn weather, brought a couple in, cuddling in the corner, whispering to each other, with a cup of mocha in between their hands, with a right hand stretch across her shoulder, and hers on his lap, they chatted away. not bothering stares from others. with little chuckles from time to time. sipping from the mug, seems like the most happiest thing to do there. the sweetness feeling of their conversation is spreading, and every time the barista look at them, he smiled, remembering the times he met his wife, many many years ago.
as the sun goes to rest, and the sky turn yellow, they slowly left the shop, leaving the barista alone. he quickly cleans up, sweep the floor, and close the cashier. leaving the shop and heads home, with his heart, contended.
"one regular latte please" he said. looking into the shop, he spotted a glowing smile sitting at the back corner, everything else dissolve into the background. he smiled back, collecting his warm latte he walks steadily to the glow. he sat, right in front of the glow, ignoring everything else, with a bright smile in front of him, he asked, "how are you today dear??" she answered cheerfully, "i'm good. how was work today?"....
further down the shop, a lady, well dressed sitting alone. her face shows loneliness, and her wrinkled face shows aged. her frail hands pick up the mug of cappuccino bringing it closer to her mouth. the froth covers her lips, and she smiled lightly, giving sense of joy. gently with the other thin looking hand, she wipes off her lips and wonders back to her long deep thoughts. her surrounding dissolves instantly, with her long stare into the mug. she remembered the times when she brought her daughter with her into the shop, sitting at the exact same table, enjoying a cup of hot chocolate. but with work and family taking over her daughter's life, that's left a memory and a dream.
on the next table, a man, in the forties, quickly sat down, putting his bag next to him and lay his cup of long black on the table next to his newspaper. without looking he grab a brown paper packet, tear it and pour the contend into the cup. stirring it with his left, and flipping with his right, with such skills that as if he was doing it for years. the baristar brought his choc chip muffin and put it down for him. after glancing through the headlines, he put his paper aside, and cuts the muffin and place them into his mouth, he looks out of the window of the shop, with a focused face, he continues with his meal.
the cold autumn weather, brought a couple in, cuddling in the corner, whispering to each other, with a cup of mocha in between their hands, with a right hand stretch across her shoulder, and hers on his lap, they chatted away. not bothering stares from others. with little chuckles from time to time. sipping from the mug, seems like the most happiest thing to do there. the sweetness feeling of their conversation is spreading, and every time the barista look at them, he smiled, remembering the times he met his wife, many many years ago.
as the sun goes to rest, and the sky turn yellow, they slowly left the shop, leaving the barista alone. he quickly cleans up, sweep the floor, and close the cashier. leaving the shop and heads home, with his heart, contended.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
1200 AUD
100 hours of work in the kitchen (ave 12 AUD per hour) +
100 hours of work in the with the grinders (12 AUD per hour)
= 1200 AUD
1200 AUD =
1090 days of advertiser newspaper (1.10 AUD each)
869 metro bus trips (1.35 AUD each)
674 bags of potato chips (1.78 AUD each)
603 loafs of bread (1.99 AUD each)
521 tempura chicken sushi rolls (2.30 AUD each)
342 bags of chips (3.50 AUD each)
303 cups of regular latte (3.95 AUD each)
266 cups of bubble tea (4.50 AUD each)
242 cups of regular irish nut creme (4.95 AUD each)
240 cheese burger regular meal at hungry jacks (aprox 5 AUD each)
151 family size australian pizza special (7.90 AUD each)
150 1 foot long subway sandwich (aprox 8 AUD each)
133 movies at the cinema (9 AUD per ticket)
80 meals outside at a nice restaurant (ave 15 AUD each)
64 3D movies trip at imax cinema (18.5 AUD per ticket)
60 tee shirts (ave 20 AUD each)
12 1kg lindt chocolate bunnies (100 AUD each)
10 3kg cocolat easter chocolate egg (120 AUD each)
4 new digital camerars (250 AUD each)
1 trip back home without budget airline (~aprox 1200 AUD 2 way ticket)
wish list = frozen
holiday plans = frozen
volunteer plans = pending
work plans = pending...
*sigh*
*takes knive n stabs heart*
100 hours of work in the with the grinders (12 AUD per hour)
= 1200 AUD
==============================================
1200 AUD =
1090 days of advertiser newspaper (1.10 AUD each)
869 metro bus trips (1.35 AUD each)
674 bags of potato chips (1.78 AUD each)
603 loafs of bread (1.99 AUD each)
521 tempura chicken sushi rolls (2.30 AUD each)
342 bags of chips (3.50 AUD each)
303 cups of regular latte (3.95 AUD each)
266 cups of bubble tea (4.50 AUD each)
242 cups of regular irish nut creme (4.95 AUD each)
240 cheese burger regular meal at hungry jacks (aprox 5 AUD each)
151 family size australian pizza special (7.90 AUD each)
150 1 foot long subway sandwich (aprox 8 AUD each)
133 movies at the cinema (9 AUD per ticket)
80 meals outside at a nice restaurant (ave 15 AUD each)
64 3D movies trip at imax cinema (18.5 AUD per ticket)
60 tee shirts (ave 20 AUD each)
12 1kg lindt chocolate bunnies (100 AUD each)
10 3kg cocolat easter chocolate egg (120 AUD each)
4 new digital camerars (250 AUD each)
1 trip back home without budget airline (~aprox 1200 AUD 2 way ticket)
wish list = frozen
holiday plans = frozen
volunteer plans = pending
work plans = pending...
*sigh*
*takes knive n stabs heart*
i will survive.....
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