love?? relationship??

ten signs that a student stop using his/her brain
10) cant hold a pen properly
9) cant spell the word sei.. sea,,, [cant spell.. cant type here]
8) cant think
7) cant think
6 to 1) cant think... :(

wondering what is this?? yeah signs of a student(me) stop using his brain... cant think. been keeping by 4 eyes staring at a thing for the past few days watching humans move talk n sing in it.. what is it call already?? aha.. the monitor lizard!! haha.. not really just the monitor...

oh well.. i came across this a moment ago.. at my own my yahoo homepage

Ng's Daily Scorpio Forecast
	Quickie: Your skills at romance will improve only if you start opening up your heart more.
	Overview: Part of you wants to jump from what you instinctively know is a sinking ship. The other part of you wants to play Good Samaritan and save as many other people as you can. What do you do? Only your heart has the answer.

how true is it i am not sure.. but then yesterday nite, while i was chating with someone, i ask the question

'what do u think of me as in personality wise??'

i use to ask this question to all my friends a few years back... and i get honest responds from them which i really appreciate. now after my term in IS, i ask this question again. the respond?? erm.. as far as i remember its something like this.

'you are a kind and lovely person.' and it continues to ' if i for husband i will look for some1 like u'

haha.. happy rite?? but it continues with a but

'but'.. 'let me tell u something. ' if u want some1 to be your gf, wife u need to have initiative. coz not all girls will make the 1st move'
(chatting session continues......)

yeah.. initiative.. i ask another close friend of mine and she told me her experience on initiatives... it was interesting thou.. but then.. it makes me think.. [wow.. i think-ed last nite] which ended like 5 minutes later... i once tell Teo, a friend of mine from Brunei that 'i need love'. Don't get me wrong.. i am totally not a gay!! ok!! but i said that between 4.30 to 5 A.M. i repeat 4.30 to 5 A.M. (i didn't sleep that nite/mornin) to tie rubbish a.k.a. plastic bottles to a piece of wood. yeah.. i did said that phrase out of the desperate-ness of finishing that raft for the testing session later that day.

back to the horoscope prediction..

Quickie: Your skills at romance will improve only if you start opening up your heart more.

my understanding : i can be a more romantic person if i open my heart.
hmm.. okie.. some1 pass me the 10 blade!! i need to crack my chest
haha.. yeah i agree.. to get your point, feeling, or wat ever u want to say u need to open your heart. but then is always easier to be said, write, type or watever than done rite?? haha.. yeah.. some friends did ask me to go date someone.. but then personally i dun think i am that sure on that idea.. haha.. i was once ask ' what do u think of marriage' at a very very random time. after thinking about like 15 minutes with a room of ppl waiting for the answer... i answer commitment.

all right. i think i have been generous in giving my personal info in this post.. haha.. btw.. i wan answer for the question.

'what do u think of me as in personality wise??'

i will be waiting for answers... if any1 answer.. use the comments function... spider webs are appearing there...

p/s: i can't believe i typed all this..... :X