parents point of view to a son:

my son is in KK now studying his A-levels. i wonder what is he doing now?? is he studying hard?? or wasting his precious time there?? I wonder if he is free now?? can i call him now?? better not. later i might disturb him. hmmm.. did he eat his breakfast?? as far as i know, he said he ate oats for breakfast. will that be enough?? of he will get hungry later.. had he ate lunch?? or he will skip it?? this is bad for his health.. does he knows that?? he should have. he is getting thin every time he got home. is he eating less and less everyday?? or he don't have enough pocket money to spend?? always i ask he will say enough.. really enough or he is just reducing my worries.

i wonder what does he do in his free time there. does he study?? or go out with his friends?? will he mix with the wrong company?? is he smoking?? doing drugs?? no no no no no.. never.. i know he won't do that. i have brought him up well. he knows how to think and act. So what does he do?? most probability he will just sleep.. haha.. my son.. or maybe watch tv... hehe.. or maybe study?? hmm.. maybe also text messaging his friends. oh no.. maybe he is dating someone now... haiyo.. waste money.. he and his brother really cannot compare.

hmm.. i will call him tonight. anything to tell him?? oh.. tell him his aunt and uncle from US is coming over.. tell him also there is a camp in my school. tell him about the car hitting the pole. oh ya..must tell him to look out for uni's through the Internet. but his answers are always short... always a one word respond.. sigh.. will he tell me about his school?? hmm.. i don't think so... he never say much about his life there unless ask.. don't know why..

sigh.. i wonder weather he know i am worried about him here. he seems to be person lack of planing and takes things easily. does he knows that the world out there is more harder than he thinks?? does he knows that money don;t come in easily?? does he knows that i love him very much?? does he knows that i am here no matter what happens to help him??

he always makes me wonder what is he doing there?? the house seems quiet without him. but i know he will be working hard there. i can't say but i just know...

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