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"ei how to spell cylinder arr?? start with 's' kah??"
"c-y-l-i-n-d-e-r"

this will be the normal conversations that happens in school with me the absent minded guy asking for simple spellings with the person next to me. not going to brag on that more.

it seems that a long time ago that i talk about my friends. especially those that i know since secondary school. lately i have been sms-ing them a lot especially the one in miri. as found out that most of them also shares the same boat as me. busy with exams, test, etc. etc. but still manage to pull through everything. but like always they are there to give support, encouragement, and the inner strength to help me pull through most of the things.

since i step foot in KK, lots of different people i meet. many of them i call friends. smaller groups i call close friends and a tiny group i call 'people-i-know'. they don't need to know where they stand, which group they are in, or what so ever. and from them i learn more and more about life here away from home. they are the ones that put spices into the life, sometimes to hot, sometimes to tasteless but usually just right. they use to do things out of expected, sending messages that u didn't expect, wishing the best when you need support and of course standing next to you when you need them. at the end of the day, they are the one's that put the smile on your face. weather you like it or not, you will still smile. a simple hello from a person that never talk to you which sit at the other very far end of the class can brighten one's day. afterall they care for you weather you know it or not. thats the wonders of knowing them.

sadly there are people that i find it hard to talk with. i don't blame no one, maybe is me. but its always the case that we can't make the whole world to like us and also us to like them. 100 people, i consider a great achievement if you know at least 15 of them well. i myself can't or i should say didn't to manage to do so now. people put blame on the time, put blame on the social barriers, but never on themselves for not talking to others.

one example here i can give is the shooting in Virginia tech. jus now i read an article in TIME magazine about the shoot out. for me is not the society abandoning the shooter, is the shooter abandoning himself, blaming others doing for so and kill innocents that has nothing to do with him. this is totally STUPID. why blame others when you never give chance to let people to know you. after reading the article, i am sure most of us will have a mix feeling on the incident.

like what i always believe, knowing someone is like opening a lock, and only a correct key will open it. and there is no such thing as a skeleton key in this sense. and the only way to open the lock is to find the correct key.

an evil friend is more dangerous than a wild beast;

a wild beast will hurt your body but an evil friend will harm your mind

buddha

p/s : weather today is some how like my mood... hmm... *sigh*