we are all drivers in our life. same as a driver driving a car, plane or any other vehicles. the drivers are the person that controls the vehicles and the vehicles are the body and also the destination we want to go. lets take a car and its driver as an example

1. we have to take lessons before we drive
   
2. a car needs fuel to run and produce waste products, bath once awhile and sometimes a total make over.
   
3. there are potholes/cows/bumps on the road appearing every once awhile
4. there are highways, roads, gravel roads, bumpy roads, hilly roads and many more
   
5. we always compare our cars with other beautiful and expensive cars
6. we modify our cars by putting all those body kits and stickers
7. we sometimes stop at cross roads/roundabouts wondering which route to take
8. there are rules to follow on the road or we will be issued a ticket
   
9. People kill and get kill on roads
   
10. there are always U turns along the journey
11. our cars breakdown once awhile
12. we need rest while driving
13. we are careful when driving
14. people will hitch a ride and we will hitch rides from people
15. there are always kind drivers around and also mean ones
16. we see sign boards that guide and remind us along the way
17. sometimes we will get lost and we need help
18. we commit some illegal U turns at times
19. sometimes we are just to tired to drive and hope to just sit and rest on the spot
20. we have to pay tax for our car(s), insurances, and other expenses
    
21. at the end of the destination, there will begin another
22. speeding kills, thats why breaks are applied once a while
23. there are responsibilities carried by drivers
24. we all drive carefully, but accidents do happen..
    
25. a car will retire from service, either gracefully or horribly
    

trig hill....

lets try a picture post this time... here are pics taken by me on the way up trig hill, the place i train for all long distance runs and also exercise and also spending quality time with friends... not all friends likes to walk up here thou.. buts this is one of my retreats... a walk up slope for 30 minuts will reach the peak.. tallest point in sandakan...

sandakan's oil rig.... haha.. jk larr.. telco tower...

baby 'periuk kera' forgot whats its call in English.. monkey pots??

mummy monkey cup.....

my name on the very top of the hill.......

my house form the top of the hill....

my 'taman' see the green one?? thats where i stay.. =)

BIG no.. HUGE bee hive.. twice my head.... haha =)

doggie!!! haha

durian on the tree... small ones thou.... one of them fell as i took this pic...

banana plants.....

coconut trees......

tarap on the tree....

sandakan town view

haha... of course cannot forget me on the top of the hill... hahaha... =)

1st blog with tonnes of pictures!!! pictures show's a thousand words....

the past present and future...

just finish reading all my past post in this account, and my last 3 accounts. i realized that for the past half the year i have been through a roller coaster ride like many of us. the climbs and the falls seems to be endless and not forgetting the screws and the loops which makes life more exciting and also sometimes causes nausea. maybe this is what we call the spices of life

after reading the summary for the 1st quarter of life, i realized that i manage to reflect on myself more the past achievements, the stupid acts, the joy and the sorrow has all appear not once, not twice but in numerous events. events which i would forget and remember 5 or 10 years later. events that shows the immature side of me in the past, the friends that i made, the actions that i done and all the small minor things that is engrave in the unchangeable past.

for the past 7 months, i think i have evolve out of the protective membrane i build to protect myself. i have being expose to many waves, threats, poisonous thoughts and many many more and i move on. i move on to be a stronger person. a person that can stand up when i fall, heal when wounded, and fight when threaten. after all what doesn't kill will make you stronger. maybe this is the track of life i have to go through, maybe this is what they call destiny. i have evolve. evolve to a new and improve version

but evolution will never stop, will never end and will keep evolving. to the good or bad, which is unsure only the future will tell. with the answer held by the higher powers, and we could only try and keep trying, the answer will show itself, weather the choices we make is the right one, or otherwise. but at the very end, the choices all will sum up together into an equation which we call life...

the husband with 7 wifes (part 2)

rite.. the second wife....

WHY --> [hwahy, wahy]
also known as 'Y'

WHY, this is the most important 'person' in the word of science. without her, there will be no chemistry, no physic, and no biology. scientist like Einstein and Newton most probably love this person more than their wifes as its the thing that makes them famous and some of us suffer. here are some useful ways of using this important person

~to enquirer a reason, cause or purpose
this is why scientist likes, loves, adores, fantasize etc. etc. this person. in science, everything has a reason. therefore, scientist will always use, dream, say, shout etc. etc. this 'person' and when they get the answer. and when they get the answer, they will stage a divorce from this 'person' until they meet another problem. and they will get married to her again and this process will repeat itself for the rest of the scientist's life... this is a heavenly made couple.. awww... so sweet!!*sniff sniff*

~as an expression
have you ever heard people shouting dramatically 'WHYYYYYYYYYYIIIIIIIII!!!!!!' ?? going with this with some twitching of the eye, sometimes with some major hand action. this can be seen between couples, parent-child, owner-pet(s) or just alone. this carries thousands of meaning ranging from reasoning, anger, disappointment, etc etc.. sometimes people just shout the name of this person, sometimes the name is follow by a statement or a question. in this country, "Why you so lidat?" is frequently use. in short messages or during chating, the word 'Y' is commonly use to replace this word...

~as a weapon to give headaches, irritation, erm... to kill??
small children are always curious and likes to ask questions about things they don't understand like erm... mummy/daddy whats a why aunty there two humps?? issit to store food like uncle camel in my story book?? or mummy/ daddy, why are they moving up n down n up n down in the bed?? ( i am not saying anything here) so how parents will respond?? now headache will kick in, another classic case is when the someone won't answer the 1st why?? they will switch to machine gun mode by repeating " why?? why?? why mummy?? why?? tell me why?? why?? WHY??? MUMMY I WAN TO KNOW WHY!!!!" classic enough??. You also can use it on people especially when some busybody want to know some hot gossips from you and ask you for it and you just answer "why??" and you just keep repeating and repeating it. you know.. curiosity kills the cat..

~as an acronym
since the 2nd wife has only 3 syllables, so its easily fits chinese names which has 3 characters.
erm.. an example Wong Hor Yan(so so so so sorry hor yan who ever you are) will have an acronym of WHY correct?? so when ever he/she wants to use her acronym mayb he/she can end with a question mark(?) or jus put a huge 'Y' letter there.. easy rite??

here is a conversation i thought of about the function of the word WHY-->
at a restaurant.....
H: dear.... do you love me??
J: why?? do you love me a not 1st??('enquirer' why)
H: of course i do my dear, but do you love me back??
J: err.... actually......
H: NO!!!!!! DONT SAY IT!! WHYYYYYY???!!! I TREAT YOU SO WELL...... AND YOU WANT BREAK UP?? ('expression' why)
J: huh?? why you say such things??('enquirer and expression' why)
H: I KNOW IT!!! YOU ARE SEEING SOMEONE BEHIND ME!!!
J:*slap*
at another table
C: mummy... why aunty beat uncle de??('enquirer' why)
F: err.. dun ask larr.. small boy dont ask so much faster eat your 'flench flies'(french fries) ...
C: why mummy?? why?? i wan to know..why!!!! ('irritating' why[M-16 mode] )
F:erm.. coz aunty loves uncle lorr.. now faster eat your flies....
C walk to F n slap her before eating his food...
F:!!???

---conversation end here---

coming up next--> third wife : 'Who'...

disclaimer note: this is purely for leisure reading and not for any formal and exam purposes. please consult proper language professionals for proper usages. the writer will not hold any responsibilities on any damage or injuries cause from using material form this page.

my friend, why??

i don't understand
the presence of you
into my life
which you came and go
too fast, too soon
you didn't give me time to understand
the current situation
the things you are facing

you fill me up with information
which i can't understand
which i don't know how to respond
i tried my best, my very best
to do what i can

i wish to know why

i wish to know the ending
of this very episode of life

but at the very end,
all i could wish for
is to hear from you again
to answer all questions
but the most off all, why
take care my friend.

the husband with 7 wifes (part 1)

i think most of us heard this phrase before. so this is most probably the longest link together blog i will make. so lets begin with the 1st wife with the name:

WHAT --> [hwuht, hwot, wuht, wot; unstressed hwuht, wuht]
also known as WAT, WHT, W, WUT

this is the most common and important person we use in our life especially in our multiple race country. here are some useful ways of using this important person

~to interrogate a request for specific information from someone
the most interesting example is where people is gossiping with their group of friends to ask the latest news. usually they start with the word WHAT before the other 'wifes' in their dialog. this gives importance to this person. afterall, i think she is like the mother of all questions...

~to express disappointment
'wat lah u', with some sighs at the end of the statement, shacking head left to right, intonation can be high n loud or sympathetically depending on the situation. but in this country, the most common way is shouting 'WHAT LARRR YOU" using some hand movement to increase the expression by moving the hand and palm almost face height or a little higher aiming at the person you r talking to. (karam singh style)

~use together with some kind of language to form a 'song'
the most widely use and mostly understand through out the whole world is this phrase "what the f**k" the last word can be replace by many other words of your choice agree? this is commonly use by people to express anger, pain, or just for fun. during instant messaging or while using the short message system(sms) WTF is to replace the phrase. this is also commonly heard among road users during a traffic jam during rush hour. and also use by pop groups in their songs. some how i think this the fastest phrase young children learn.

~use as a statement of intimidating or expressing shock
this is also quite widely use among people. by shouthing "WHAT" or better "WAT" at your opponent staring straight into their eyes with a fierce look, this actions will bring fear and people might pull back from whatever they are doing. or maybe they will reply "WHAT WAT??" and this will continue with the 'wat-ing' there until err... until one party stop i guess..
to express shock is jus saying 'wat' loud and with a little stress on the word. expression can be more real by opening the eyes wide and stare at the person for a while expressing some feeling of shocking.

here is a conversation i thought of about the function of the word WHAT-->

conversation happen in a car between 2 people
A: ei.. what happen to X and Y ['questioning' what]
B: huh u dun know meh?? they broke up mah..
A: WHAT!!!! ['shocking' what]
B: WHAT LARR U(showing hand signal) you so outdated one oOo ['disappointed' what]
A: what happen to them?? ['questioning' what]
B: i heard X saw Y and Z having affair at a hotel last week
A: WHAT!!! serious?? ['shocking' what]
B: yalarr.. den i heard Z n X close frens sumore leh..
suddenly car behind hon them
A: WHAT THE F**K!! Whats his problem?? ['cursing' what]
B: looking out at the window and shouted WHAT?? ['intimidating' what]
car driver from the back: WHAT WAT??? JALAN LARR.. YOUR FATHERS ROAD ISSIT??

---conversation end here---

coming up next, second wife 'WHY'.....

disclaimer note: this is purely for leisure reading and not for any formal and exam purposes. please consult proper language professionals for proper usages. the writer will not hold any responsibilities on any damage or injuries cause from using material form this page.

Saya anak malaysia -.-'''

can what we build today take us to tomorrow?

have you guys watch the Petronas ad for this Merdeka(2007) its as usual very meaningful. the quote above was taken from the ad itself. Malaysia is going to celebrate 50 years of nationhood this year at the very end of this month. 50 years.. not a short while for a human's life span.. but a country, maybe some of you might like me, for a country, Malaysia is still very very young. simply taking a few bigger countries like US, Uk or some closer countries like China, 50 years is almost nothing to the past they been through. So why are we making a big fuss about it??

Malaysia has of course did lots of things that we can be proud off, we was the only country that won the war against the communist in the whole world, we have the 9th malaysia plan, recently we have the NCER, we are going to launch a new model tin-can, we have our own national tin-can cars on the road, tallest comunication tower, tallest flagpole, own F1 tract, own jagung twin towers. we made the longgest flag, we made the longest pizza, sandwhich, keropok lekor, hot dog, pulut kuning, we got fried 5-1 and 5-0 in recent football games etc etc. yeah YAY!! Malaysia Boleh.


BUT. what can they do? feed thousands of people?? or just put their faces on TV? the nation is now 50 years old and getting older by the day. back to the quote above, can they help us in the future? are we prepare for the 2020 vision?? or are we going to change it to 3030?? or maybe 4040??(i will be reborn about 450 times by then). i have this idea jus a few hours ago. are we going too fast to achieve development? by becoming a developed nation is not an easy thing to achieve especially when we are still facing lots of incoming huddles of development. is 63 years enough for our nation to see everything in order to become a successful develop nation? is not that i don't want vision 2020 to come true, but look around us. we have the dirtiest toilets around, the horrible public transport, spits every conner of the block, people with spoon-feeding attitude, and all those 'tidak-apa' attitude. its infecting all kinds of people not only a certain race, but EVERYONE. don't believe?? go to your nearest town, observe and see. maybe you will see what i mean.

as national day is coming over, kempen kibarkan jalur gemilang is going at full gear now. pretty soon all buses here will be flying all over the place. People will have creative ideas on using the flag example, table cloth, car cover, banner, clothes, cape, hat, or even covering some people on the road after a MVA case. and also we will see people shouting "MAI TIT KA"( rice drop price in chinese) all over the place, merdeka sales all over, school holiday for all students. youngsters will go party o the 30th of the month and shout MAI TIT KA when the clock strike 12, flags wave, fireworks goes... BUT where is the real meaning of it?? does anyone remember?? maybe for some is just another 24 hours of holiday. after that?? does anyone remember that day anymore? 20 years form now, if we ask how did we celebrate our 50th merdeka celebration, do people still remember?? where is the cintakan tanah airku spirit?

rite.. i think i should stop now before i get caught by ISA for u-know-wat reasons. anyway our nation will be 50 years old this year, convert to human-life-span-years, maybe 5?? but 5, 50 or 500, happy birthday malaysia, may you grow strong healthy and free soon. merdeka merdeka merdeka...

oh ya.. i really which to read your point of view so please use the 'comment' function. thanks!!

crap*

current condition: similar to before: worried, nervous, bored

i have run out of things to put here. which means i am not suppose to type this things here because there is no points to put here. this is really rubbish in the sense since there is nothing to blog about i should just move the 'rat' to the 'x' above right upper conner or upper right conner or upper conner right and press the left button and close this window. correct?? nah.. dont think so..

great i just completed a paragraph of crap.. this is so great.. maybe is the durian i ate jus now kicking on the thinking medulla oblongata of my brain. i will keep my mouth shut for the rest of the day in case i polute the whole area with the fumes of the king of fruit since not all malaysian likes the fruite (shame on them) haha.. jk only k.. i love durians especially having them with rice(some of you might think is yucky =P) and with some salty gravy or soup. a recipe i developed myself after years of trial n error. maybe i should do some recipe blogs in the future and i will see more food poisoning cases on tv.. haha

rite i better end now before i lose all my readers for making too much crap here. afterall craping is a way to past time rite?? just running your fingers across the keyboard without a main aim to complete a post. afterall its a good training for impromptu speech in the future. till then, happy craping everyone.