the past present and future...

just finish reading all my past post in this account, and my last 3 accounts. i realized that for the past half the year i have been through a roller coaster ride like many of us. the climbs and the falls seems to be endless and not forgetting the screws and the loops which makes life more exciting and also sometimes causes nausea. maybe this is what we call the spices of life

after reading the summary for the 1st quarter of life, i realized that i manage to reflect on myself more the past achievements, the stupid acts, the joy and the sorrow has all appear not once, not twice but in numerous events. events which i would forget and remember 5 or 10 years later. events that shows the immature side of me in the past, the friends that i made, the actions that i done and all the small minor things that is engrave in the unchangeable past.

for the past 7 months, i think i have evolve out of the protective membrane i build to protect myself. i have being expose to many waves, threats, poisonous thoughts and many many more and i move on. i move on to be a stronger person. a person that can stand up when i fall, heal when wounded, and fight when threaten. after all what doesn't kill will make you stronger. maybe this is the track of life i have to go through, maybe this is what they call destiny. i have evolve. evolve to a new and improve version

but evolution will never stop, will never end and will keep evolving. to the good or bad, which is unsure only the future will tell. with the answer held by the higher powers, and we could only try and keep trying, the answer will show itself, weather the choices we make is the right one, or otherwise. but at the very end, the choices all will sum up together into an equation which we call life...